I have an offer I must not refuse.
On one hand, I am still enjoying the freedom of my current circumstance. On the other, my pragmatic side is nudging me to wake up and do something about my career.
I have about 12 days to decide.
What do I do?
I am most aware that I cannot buy peace of mind. It's something I'm finally enjoying here. Taking the job would mean traveling back to the place I escaped from. I'm concerned that I'd freak out again and ditch my responsibilities when I get overwhelmed. I'd get overwhelmed if I return without still being at peace with my demons.
So much to consider. This should have been a no brainer.
To you who had hurt me, congratulations. You've made my life impossible.
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